wants

heres the list:

-be a legend,like cobain
-release a good book,and then ill receive a royalti from this
-feel a winter
-be a good and famous rockstar!!!!!
-beating up thom yorke and george w bush
-meet all my old friends
-riding my own BMX
-be in Mtv Cribs
-rock out Mtv and burn my guitar down!!!
-crashing my guitar!!
-Lipkissing with Gerrard way(just claiming to be famous,lol)



and so much more,bye

coma

holla


today,i was sick,i knew it when i woke up in the morning,

i feel so mad,sumthin like kickin my brain!!

but,now,i feel better,and on my body,like sumthin,biting my vein,im

so sleepy,but i cant sleep,

no corner of the class,but but now i feel better,
i love my own house so much!!
its better to stay there,the place where i belong,

even im sick its better to stay there,then to stay
at hospital.

fyuuh,i loved to be my own self,
wuff! wuff!,i miss that sound,beside my house,
like a crowd,so if i wake up in the late night,i m not afraid
anymore..


now,evrything has change...

okay,thats what i feel,i feel so mad now,
in 2002-2006,i often go to the field the place,
whre i belong to be a bad boy,hha,now i nevr go there
anymore.


now am i growing up or just getting older??

i wanna have a BMX,it was my dream when im in 5 grade.

i almost graduate,it was so quickly,

now i must study hard,to

get a better life on high school

and thanks for evryone,the one that mekes me upset,the one that makes me happy,
without peoples like you,life will be the same,it was a colourful life,hha


theres no story if theres no a horrible day with teachers.

maybe this is the best part of my life to met you guys,3 years weve known each other,lotsa story here,in school or ex school,a whole lotta story to tell it one by one,

woohoo,

my suicide letter..





hha,anjing lebai ah,waaah seru lho ternyata menjadi diri gw,lu gak akan bisa mengalami hal yang sama,sama gua.fyuuuh,


thats for now,
abi,superhero of BMX

wonder

here's the things that i was wondering in a corner:
-be a guitarist in a good band
-release the book
-kiss the girl
-hang out!!!!!

what so ever fukk it up!!

i tried to make a cool song at my svhool time and...
bad,try to make like ihcod's and cobain's...

and when this time come around
i dont know what i said,it
spinnin through my tounge
and when this 'bright' shining
whatsoever im not home
the time that im exeggaerate,
that time that i abhorre
and that time when i was hangin out
to dry and sowhatitcalled so,
i try to make it but it didnt work
and i just make it,
good life at a so much barrier thet you make it on
your own
but i wont jump from the top


















fuck it up guys,im bad on it